We came home tonight and weren't greeted by my dog, Lolly, who passed away while we were in NY. It felt strange to not see her, and it's terrible that we weren't home for her to say goodbye... My dad has his angiogram and possible other heart surgery procedures tomorrow morning... I am really, really nervous and scared. I wish we had been home this last week to be there for him, but as it worked out, it was better to give him time to alone to relax. Still, I wish this wasn't happening at all... More tomorrow, 'night ya'll.